Saturday, 5 July 2014

Some deep god

Some deep god
That we've buried underground
That we've buried underground
That we've buried underground
Some deep god from ancestral minds
From ancestors in the ground
From ancestors in the ground
From ancestors in the ground
Some deep god
In the glades of a green world
In the glades of a green world
In the glades of a green world
Some deep time
Some ancestor deep in the mind
Some ancestor deep in the mind
Some ancestor deep in the mind
Some god, deep in the mind
Buried. Sleeps. Dreams
Us

It seems, looking over this blog, one of my recurring sources of frustration is the niche nature of my creative work, more so of its audience. Does this mean a bigger audience would make me happy? I think so, yes. Probably, especially if it meant good money and a regular ego massage. But looking for that is kind of soul destroying. I I have been happier making music now that I don't consider being part of the scene or winning an audience beyond ourselves in a room, making music. I will write more, and better, now that I am rejecting the pursuit of publication and finding readers. This is hermetic, but not altogether. There will still be stories people can read, still be songs they can hear.

Siege Mentality

These trenches stretch out
Frown lines to the horizon
They make it easier
To go to ground
Easier to glower
Coal black eyes rejection
Subterranean fortress
These things make
It easier to go to ground
To be besieged
They have nothing to do
With the memory
That sits on a shelf in a
Museum
Smothered under glass
As a form of kindness
For those of us who did not
Have to die and did not
Want to wait
And who still remain
Entrenched, governed by the buried god
The one believers reject
Often considered dead
But horribly alive.

Thursday, 3 July 2014

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Sunday, 29 June 2014

Werewolf bites cat. Cat turns into tiger.
Weretiger bites squirrel. Squirrel turns into giant rat.
Giant wererat bites man. Man turns into bulldozer.
Werebulldozer bites crane. Crane flies away.


Yeah, sorry about that. 

Wednesday, 25 June 2014

My band, live

Djinn and Miskatonic - Bones Of My Brothers: http://youtu.be/lpmWDQXz4Bs

Tuesday, 13 May 2014

straight to the point


i want to die everyday
a whole life of death, from here to eternity
i want to die in every way possible
day after day after day
murder, suicide, burning, beating
poison, heart attack
old age, choking, drowning
decapitation, suffocation, sorrow
pandemic, starvation, neglect, excess
every possible way
i want to die daily, without fail
i have no time at all for living, you see
and i would like to get straight to the point
every single day, in every single way

i would like to get straight to the point